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I am going post more often

I am also going to completely update my blog (maybe move it i dunno) new images and background...make it into a journal... if i move it please don't be offended if i don't pass the new address along...the down side of people i know reading my blog is i have to worry about what i say to avoid hurting feelings...(not thinking of anyone specific but rather everyone in general) be seeing yah!

How Dare They!

Have you ever had an urge to hurt some one so bad?

some little punk bitches were harrasing my Love today as she walk into work. she called me later and told me about it. it is probably a good thing she waited. as soon as she told me...i just wanted to hurt them so baddly. she was crying on the phone...is it wrong to want to beat thoes little shits into the gropund. NO ONE talks to my girl like that...NO ONE!

Pineapple and locked Doors

Who here has locked their keys in their car? let me guess, the first thing that goes through your head is...son of a b**ch...followed quickly by a scramble around the car to check for open doors.

I joined the club today...for the second time.

I just finished load groceries into the car and i had left it running so the AC could keep the meat cool, i turned around to put away the shopping cart and closed the door....'click' .....oh shit....

(scramble around the car)

shit

*Ring Ring Ring*

"hun? ummm....I may have just cost us eighty bucks...yeah, i locked my keys in the car...yeah...uhuh....yeah the spare one too....ok...love you too" *click*

I asked a nearby guy if he had a coat-hanger handy, but to no avail. he said if we were in beaverlodge he could lend me a slimjim...but we are a few miles too far away for that.

he did however mention that i may have roadside assistance on my warrentee so off to the dealership i go.

Nope.

that expired 500km's ago Pierre tells me....

sonofa!

so back to the car i go

*Ring Ring Ring*

"Hi ** Towing, april speaking," "Yeah how far do i have to bend over to get my car unlocked?" I ask... (not quite but the sentiment is the same)

"about seventy-five bucks...."

"ahh...ok, send em over"

About twenty minutes later the towtruck shows up

"lets hope it's one of these" the guys says, pulling a few tools out... Five minutes later he looks up...

"Nope
Let me get my wedges....." he says

'oh shit' I think. the last time i joined this club my paint got banged around. he promises he will be careful...

seventy-five dollars later he is driving away and i am examining my newly scratched up door.

******&^$#((&%#@!!!!!!

I exclaim


...


so now i am home, munching on pineapple and contimplating supper....I think it will be stuffed chicken breast and mashed potatos.

cool way to cut pineapple for all you out there who are used to gouging away till it looks like it just survived the trenches of WWII

Neat and tidy pineapple cutting

i find if you leave the top on the pineapple it is not so messy...makes a good handle

tears in my eyes

My mom is doing a segment on the radio. its about selling some land that has been in her family for damn near a hundred years.

She got to interview all us kids and her mom and dad and sisters and brothers...

It really brought out some tramatic stuff..

I never really knew much about my moms childhood. I knew that she got to ride horses, and go to camp and all thoes things kids do....but i never knew any of the real stuff.

i

I never knew about the abuse she sufered. bout her moms temper. i still dont know much

but she had a real shitty child hood.

it showed up a bit in mine. her temper. if she got really mad i got really scared. not that she would beat us or anything. she general stayed away from that. she was just scary.

i just got finished reading the rough draft of her radio spot. i kept it together till the last two paragraphs....then i started crying.

i still am

i wish i had known when i was younger. so i could have understood better.

i see that temper in myself now. i can flare up without warning at little things. i am working on it but it sneaks up on me.

this morning i was reading an artical online when my fiance called to me. she was standing about seven feet Away, she wanted attention. i know better, but i flared up like, "How dare she try to pull me away from this. cant she see im busy!" i got mad and snapped at her. all she wanted was a hug, a kiss. a smile.

She found this site the other day
http://raysweb.net/poems/articles/tannen.html

i recomend getting out a pen and paper and writing down in your own words what it says here. think of times when these applied to you.

back to the land though....

mom, i love you, i love all you faults and all your inperfections. you were...are a good mother. i cant ask for more.

MMMM waffles

that seems to the main staple of the cast of DLM...

wowow

ok, screwthe holiday post....cant remember much of it anyways....lots of mountains....lots of pain pills...etc....

watching second season of Dead Like Me....

yeha

New Movie/Music

Check the side-bar for my music/movie recomend of the week...gotta run to bed..Chow... also updated profile and personal photo.

bunny ears

Ok, at the behest of my beautiful fiance i will post a pic of me with my 'bunny ears' AKA my icepak from the surgery..

Intermission

Pause between posts

I will be posting allabout my holiday soon i swear!

My mouth is doing great! I am off of my pain pills and nearly done all my other meds

I have a new penpal from Spain names carlos..he is going to help me learn spanish to woo the ladies! (err...the lady i mean...heheh of course...)

gotta run now...chow