Ok. better.

To-day i woke up ontime, got up!, and wnet to work outside on the yard. I get done that and come inside to eat and relax.

then my mom gets home and wonders why i am not doing school.

she really has my best at heart but it can get annoying when she gets on my case.

things got heated and she left in the van. I left and went out and walked for an hour (cross country to a nearby highway then back home)

I got a lot of thinking done on that walk. I realized several things.

One is that i can be very rudde without relizing it (even more so when i am pissed off.)

two is that I lie...alot...I have got to the point i can make up a lie on the spot without even realizing i am doing it.

I have desided to make an effort to be more honest (though it means getting in more trouble) and to be more polite.
I do not know how I will acomplish it but i welcome your prayers.

In other news!

youthgroup camp out is tomorrow. it is the last YG event of the year and we are hoping for a smooth event.

I am on the youth leadership team and this camp out has alot of potential to go either way. it is going to be a large group of kids ranging fromgrade 7 to 9/10 and co-ed so things could get nasty if we do not have enough adults.

also it is on the shore of a lake so we hop no one gets hurt or drowned.